I felt the need to gush and this seemed like the best place.

I have to say that after 7 years, has it been 7 years? Wow. So, after 7 years, John Mayer is still who I thought he was the first time I heard him. He's changed. Haven't we all? He may be dating a famous 'friend' but watching Where The Light Is I am in love all over again. It comes down to what happens on that stage. It comes down to what happens when I hear one little note and I'm flooded with memories of past shows and feelings I had years ago are brought right back. Some of the happiest times in my life have been at those shows. Some of them have been in my car just singing along. Like the simplest form or happy. That's the best kind.

The friends I have made because of this music. It's amazing. Friends that I may not even talk to until there is "John news" but I know they're my friends! Because we know what it's like to hear a few notes and have it all come back.

Plus, the fact that John Mayer is older than me, only a year or so, but still. That just makes me happy. The fact that he's 30 makes turning 30 not naerly as scary. I'm embracing it.

Basically, I still love this music. I still love everything he does. I still believe him when he says he's vulnerable. I still think he's going to be around when I'm 40, 50, 60 ...scary. But he'll be 61! ha! And I will be at those shows. And I will be able to feel exactly how I do now. Exactly how I did 7 years ago.

It's a lil lame. But I love the guy. I love him for what his music has given me. What it means to me. For all the amazing friends I only know because of him. For all memories, past and future. And for simply being what he was meant to be.

I'm in love all over again!

And I cannot wait to see him next weekend! And in August. Sadly, I'm not sure what number show it is. But whatever number it is. It'll be amazing. Duh.

Okay, so show number 34 was last night. 35 is tonight!

And... well, I was sitting eating lunch with my mom and sister. I ran and grabbed my cell phone, because I was like "well, you know there may be an alternate for the eat and greet" I was kidding of course. A half hour later my phone rings. It's Brian from Local 83! I won eat and greets for tonight! Can you even believe this shit? I'm passing out.

So yea ... freaking out. SQUEE!!!!!!

Just very busy and crazy. Life is good, really good actually. I am very proud of myself these days. I've stopped planning a lot of things and started doing them. It's a nice and welcome changed. Christmas was great, my birthday was great! New years was fun. And so far I am liking 2007! A good friend of mine dubbed this year, the "Year of Me" and I think I am going to steal that and go with it.

I miss all of you LJers! But I have new computer up and running, so expect more from me. I definitely need to read through my friends pages and get caught up on all your lives! If there is anything exciting to report, let me know!

Oh and but of course, John Mayer shows 29, 30 and 31 are coming up next month! More on that later. And I am going to see Justin in March. SO, lots of fun concerts coming up! Woo!

Hope everyone is doing well!

Muah!

It's been a while. Quite a long while. Life is good! But busy. They blocked LJ at work. That combined with the fact that my computer is busted leads to a total lack of updates. I should have a new one up and running within a week or so.

How are you all? I miss LJ and all of you!

Going to see Mayer three more times in Feburary. Did I spell that right? Anywho, looking forward to that and the holidays!

Today was kind of sad. I had to get Brandy, my dog that I've had for 19 years, put to sleep. It was seriously heart breaking. :( But she lived a good life and she was in a lot pain. I know it was for the best. Doesn't make it suck any less.

I'll hopefully be able to update more often in a week or so.

Muah!